I need help with my relationship...am i doing wrong or him??

i been with my bf for more than two years.........its been the best the first year...until i got prego... he stopped working when i was about three months on july 2008 and til now he doesn't have a job. he sold his lcd lg tv for 2000 since then he been paying for the baby diapers..and i went back to school for my last year and he watched him for five months.and bought him stuff.....i didnt cuz i went to school...and tried my best until i graduated...now im watching him....and we cant afford diapers our parents help us buy stuff when we dont have enough money... and he throw it in my face he as bout stuff for him while i havent bought my baby nothing.......i now been watching my baby for almost five months on my own and since he was born while i didint go to school...and he throws it in my face......we get along sometimes until he brings up what he use to buys him........i argue about he needs a job and other stuff...i dont have a job because im watching my baby....and i think ima get help from the government for a little while....even tho i dont agree with that cuz i dont want it.........even tho i really need it......and he complains cuz i dont look for a job......helpppppppppppppp i need advice what should i do or say to stop this between me and my bf......he want me to get the job so he can watch him cuz im from here and he is not so he thinks it could be easier...i tell him no.........ur the man u should be doing everything while i watch the baby cuz he is still little going on 8 months.........he hasnt lived with me for about a month now cuz he cant live here.....he wants me to move out and go with him when he doest have a home..he lives with his dad in a room they rent..........i dont feel like i love him anymore but i still care about him and want him with me......i dont know if i still love him or what......it could be the anger i have idk...help